Intimacy and Abuse: Re: Re: Re: Re: Master/Slave relationship?

» JustCallMeStupid - Re: Re: Re: Re: Master/Slave relationship?

In response to Re: Re: Re: Master/Slave relationship? posted by dak46:

All i can do right now is sigh and phew, sorry you are all going through the same as me, i would not wish this on anyone.

In the 3 years i was with him the last two he has denied me sex, because he worked out i needed love, 2 years before i met him my Mum died, i was going through bereavement and in the past 3 years yes there were times i needed a hug, i was not given this treat, this was given if he made me cry, i feel very embarrassed i allowed anyone to do this to me, i really am shocked i let it go on so long, i am angry and i feel the fool in all of this, i kept asking him what had i done so wrong, i lived a life that felt like i was tip toeing on broken glass, i was scared to say the wrong thing, i was always praising him, what a fool i have been, an idiot!

Sorry i just cannot type no more, i start a new job in the morning and need to stop thinking about this, its getting at me now.

I shall come back to the forum in a day or so.

-- posted by JustCallMeStupid