Understanding Psoriasis: DUMBSTRUCK

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Hello
My name is Alysha and I'm 19 years old. When I was 18 I was bit by a brown raccluse spider and after having something like "strept Throat" I got psoriasis and with some potent and obviously toxic creams it went away. a year later here I am and I get sick "something like strept throat" (both were the most severe and only cases I've ever had and following each I got psoriasis) anyway I've been going nuts and I don't usually let it get me down but it's all over I can hardly enjoy summer like I used to I'm embarrassed all the time and constant dandruff-it's sick and now im paranoid that i could be loosing my hair. It's really deppressing and now i spend most of my free time trying to find a cure or tanning-which is horrible or I buy this 40$ bottle of toxic stuff called betamethasone-Dipropinate every week and if I could afford more I'd buy it every day. Well I'm dumbstruck because I just found out my mom is allergic to penicillin and I probably am too. I don't know if each time I was sick I was perscribed penicillin but If this is the case do you have any information that may help me???? I keep telling myself everyday that it's all okay and I'm lucky to be alive but then there are days when I feel like it's ruining my life and I just keep crying uncontrollably. I dunno. I can't give up and accept this and all my extra time is spent on the computer looking for an answer. Well anyway You may have helped me and I look forward to hearing from you. THANKS! ~ALYSHA~ you can respond to me by email at ABB_sista@yahoo.com
GOD BLESS!

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