Dealing With Threats: I understand and am grateful to you Svali

» Debbeedo - I understand and am grateful to you Svali

I have been trying to break free, but have no memory of where I have been only the clues left behind about two days each week for the past 4 yrs.

I need to get away, my system is trying to protect us but the group accesses us through phone calls.

I got married a year ago and my husband kept me from returning when called and one day, they took me and raped and beat me. Then I was told to stab myself and so when I arrived home the police thought I had hurt myself and baker acted me. I was very confused and did not know till after I was reliest what happened.

My husband left two months later and we are now divorced. He couldn't protect me

Now they are using me to have babies again they will do bad things to them like my other two.
I need to run They use my 16 yr mentally retarded daughter to threaten me but she is not allowed in the organization because she is disabled and not parented by anyone in the cult. I am very sorry you had to go through that, but that you for sharing so I don't feel all alone.

-- posted by Debbeedo