Easter in the Cult

» leviathan1313sb - Re: Re: Since we're all sharing...

In response to message posted by TKD60:

The Lord can suck my hairy balls asswipe!!!

-- posted by leviathan1313sb

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» leviathan1313sb - Re: Re: Since we're all sharing...

In response to message posted by TKD60:

The Lord can suck my Hairy balls! AVE SATANAS!

-- posted by leviathan1313sb

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» svali - Re: Re: Re: Since we're all sharing...

In response to message posted by leviathan1313sb:

Dear Leviathan,
It isn't okay to flame others, or to send messages meant to hurt or trigger others as you have done. Your posts will have to be deleted ( I will be contacting suite 101 to ask them to take them off) because you have taken a privilege (this message board) and abused that privilege. My prayer is that you will get help.
svali

-- posted by svali

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» NightWinds - anyone know?

I was sexually abused by a cousins uncle(supposely a mason)along with my brother and other cousins. I do not remember all of it..my brother whom I had not had contact with told me that we were forced into something and that i was drugged and woke up and walked in on something...I remember being drugged, or feeling as if i were and being in a strange house...my mom and sister both got very angry when i questioned that time, i had no idea why, now i know why they got so hostile with me. Anyhow he filled me in and told me just bout everything. Things I suspected, he just came out and told me...I was rather astonshied as we never talked nor knew what the other knew, so our stories matched up perfectly. He use to tell tales that seemed crazy...and for a long time, I thought he was, now i see he isn't. He has tried to kill himself several times and is strangely still wantting to be close to my family, even after all he knows. Anyhow, I need to know what kind of drugs they use, what was possibly used on me here...and if march 22 1963 was near or close to easter back then. I was three when I was told that I took a overdose of adult apsirins and I almost died too according to the report i later got from the hospital, like decades later. I was told that I chewed the entire brand new bottle, now remeber that are bitter and burn your mouth and I was three years old...I do have a slight memory of my mom trying to posion me with household poisons...it seemed more real than a dream and she is a very violent person as she has held a gun to a sibling of mine and threated to kill her...so I do believe now she is capable...What I can't seem to figure out is why try to kill me? Was I remembering things and talking? I did walk in on things going on when i was just a very young girl...my brother said that apparently they did not drug me enough. My brother on the other hand, is violent too has a problem with authority and wanting to kill people who he watches...who in turn do not like the fact that he is watching them...and i mean who will be believed here? I could go on, but I think i better not reveal much else, as i am sure preps read these boards and start trouble with people...so I will just end this, with a sincere desire to ask for helop, to be listened to, without judgement or riducle, please. My brother also told me that he was a "golden egg" whatever tat means, i wish someone would tell me...he was appraoched to join some organization, can't remember the name. I was in the rainbow girls but to be honest all i remember were boring meetings and i did not stay as wearing white dresses at age 15 was not really the thing to do...My brother btw was made to kill animals to drown them and then made to take money from our grandparents...he got so angry and upset when he told me this...it broke my heart to peices. Now i wonder why my grandparents would do such a horrible thing to him. I do know that side of the family is majorly messed up, alcohol and violence was the norm. Anyone who can help me, please do...I only allow my mom email at present, as this new info does scare me, I do fear her more than ever now...so please someone help me. Thanks. I will come back here and look to see if anyone responded this time.

-- posted by NightWinds

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» Pinky102 - Re: anyone know?

In response to anyone know? posted by NightWinds:

You know that what you've written sounds bizarre which isn't to say that I think it's made up.

I'd like to hear more; but, maybe you don't want to post it where it can be seen in public.

-- posted by Pinky102

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» IsraelDan - Re: anyone know?

In response to anyone know? posted by NightWinds:

I wish I could help you more, but I will at least pray for you. You should check out my article Freeing the Tension at my web site Dan of Israel. It would assist you with your struggle.

Beware of Pinky102: he is a 32nd degree Freemason(i.e. one of the "perps"). His identity is well-known at the Religion and Spirituality section of Suite 101. And before he beats me to the punch, you should also watch what you say around me. I am a Christian front alter, but the other alters residing with me are elite members(Merovingian) of the Illuminati.

- Dave
Dan of Israel

-- posted by IsraelDan

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» NightWinds - Thanks for the INFO.

Thanks for the INFO...much appreicated. I do not email or Im. I trust no one online, Have to go I am on friends puter as she wants to get on now...thanks for the heads up!

-- posted by NightWinds

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» PrayingBulldog - Re: Re: Re: Since we're all sharing...

Dear Svali,
I'm brand new to this discussion board, and I'm really replying to your Easter In the Cult article. I am 40, going to be 41 on September 6, 2006, and MPD (or DID, if you prefer) due to severe satanic ritual abuse in my childhood. I read the your article, and I'm feeling triggered, as if there may be something we did at Easter as a family involving rituals. I hope I'll sleep, because I've got school tomorrow. Don't worry about it Svali, it's ok. I've been a Christian since May 16,1986, and He has given me healing, miracles and comfort. God Bless You Svali, and God Bless You All!

-- posted by PrayingBulldog

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» Freedom06 - Since we're all sharing...

I am new too,from today,to this place . I don't have all the knowledge either...not sure I want to know. Wish you peace PrayingBulldog

-- posted by Freedom06

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» lazuli_2007 - Treatment for Cult Abuse

Svali,
I have had extensive therapy and was hospitalized at National Treatment Center for DID/MPD in California.
Now I live in Washington. I had thought I was done, but people are telling me I sometimes say things to them I don't remember. I also discovered, when I tried to stop taking Klopin for anxiety that I must have a previously undiscovered part because I became complusively suicidal. I know I will either have to take this drug for the rest of my life (I'm 63) or I will have to hospitalize myself to be safe in withdrawal.
I don't know any places near me that are knowledgable about DID and drug addiction. Do you?
I am seeing a counselor now and have a nurse who supervises my medications but I can't keep myself safe 24/7 unless I put myself into a hospital. Please help with any information you might have.
Linda

-- posted by lazuli_2007

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