teen cutting herself, going into rages and abusing alcohol
- squirrels_dance
- ilovemusic
- ds4lemon
- cocacolalvr123
- Darkness7
- gothxlovex66
- gothxlovex66
- Ineedhelp90
- darkside10
- ilovemusic
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» squirrels_dance - cutting...yes
Hey everyone, I read some of these stories and I must say that they are quite impressive! You guys are all so brave and i admire you greatly for coming out to the world and telling those who you care for and vice versa. I've been cutting on and off for a few months as well. I've been very depressed and on numerous occasions, I have come very close to putting an end to my life. I finally told my mom that I was depressed, but she never really knew how bad it was until after a couple weeks of therapy. I have many scars. No one knows that I cut except my best friend. She cuts as well and when she slept over, she saw it on my arm when I was changing my shirt. I tried to make up a lie, but she knew where it came from. I have yet to tell my parents, but I but very rarely. Maybe once a month. My mom finally got me on Prozac. 10 milligrams was ok, but I was still quite depressed, so my medication has been moved up to 20 milligrams, and I am doing much better. My best friend has been helping me through and I have decided that once I have stopped once and for all, I will confess to my parents. Often times it makes me feel guilty. I have befriended many cutters and we have become great friends as we help one another with our problems. I hope all of you will get better. I wish you all the best of luck!If anyone would like to talk to me, my screen name is: xmasterpoptartx
-- posted by squirrels_dance
» ilovemusic - ahh...not again : [
i tried my hardest to not do it again but i did. and each time i do it deeper and deeper. this time because of my boyfriend, well now EX-boyfriend. yeah no one should ever cut over a boy but this one was special does anyone get that? i just cant tell my mom i tried to well i didnt try but i was thinking about it and i just couldnt do it. i seriously dont know whats wrong with me. i feel so alone and NO ONE understands. no one ever will fully understand i guess because we're all different but nonetheless, i just want help. i want to tell my mom as dumb as it sounds i really want to tell her, but what will she think? probably that i'm mentally ill. just if you could do anything for me, just pray. take care and if you'd like you may IM me.FALLiNG0UT0FL0VE [o's are 0's. zeros.]
-- posted by ilovemusic
» ds4lemon - teen cutting herself
I've had a cutting problem too. It got pretty bad and I finally talked to mom about it and she talked to my abusive dad who was the reason I cut. Mom and dad talked and mom told him that if he ever laid a finger on me again she'd divorce him. He hasn't been near me since (he's still an asshole but he doesn't hit me anymore) and I stopped cutting. I think it's important to deal with whatever issues you have that made you cut in the firt place. I haven't cut for 3months and if anyone wants to talk to me about it I'd love to talk. My AIM is ds4lemon and I'm also writing a paper about it(all the names will stay anonymous ) to stop any future cutters who thinks cutting is cool or a good way to get attention. If anyone would let me interview them it would really help a lot.And even if u don't want to be interviewed I'll always be happy to just talk.-- posted by ds4lemon
» cocacolalvr123 - cutting... sucks!
Hello all, I stumbled upon this site and decided oh what the hay, might as well try and receive help and help some people. Well, I have been cutting for about two years now, you can barely see the skin on my left arm because of all of the cuts. Early in 8th grade i was diagnosed with ovarian cancer. I underwent four months of intense chemotherapy. When I came back to school, everyone felt sorry for me, no one would dare to mention the word "cancer" around me. I felt sad ALL THE TIME!!!! Anywho, one day i saw a website with the signs of depression, i had all of those things. I told my therapist who refused to diagnose me, so I cut. I cut and cut and cut. I don't know why but i did. It's been a long hard journey but I've made it through, and just wanted to let you guys know, if you ever need someone to talk to, drop me a note, I'll try and help.Luv, Lizzy
P.S. to all the people who have posted on this site, you guys are great, i can see that you've really helped a lot of people. :D
-- posted by cocacolalvr123
» Darkness7 - I"m a cutter!!!!!!
I'm sixteen and I've been an on and off cutter sense I was 14. I started out cutting cause I felt I wasn't good enough to live and I didn't need to be here. So I started cutting I found out that when times got harder over the years I'd cut more often then I used to and the cuts would be bigger and deeper. Then when I moved to this hell hole of a town I live in now I hardly had any friends and life just sucked to put it bluntly. Anyways one day I just said I had enough of this Bull**** and decided I was goin to end my life. So I asked to be excused from class and I snuck up to the roof of my school and started to cut. After awhile I lost all feeling in myself and started to be consumed by darkness. When I woke up I was at the hospital and they said that if I hadn't been brought in like 5 minutes later I wouldn't of been on this earth with you now telling my story. You know after that I though you know what I really don't want to die just yet I just want to live and take life how it comes. As it is know I'm goin to consling sessions twice a week and havin a regular check up to see if I'm takin care of myself. As it is the person who saved me who I ow everything to is now one of my best friends and my boyfriend so life ain't so bad. But when time get bad I still feel like cutting but I tell my self life has already been bad and I don't want to travel down that path again. So all those that are cutters who need someone to talk to or just want someone to listen to what they have to say I'm here for you. If you want to contact me my email is midnight_darkness7@hotmail or yahoo.Well thanks for takin the time to read my story I hope it realy helped some of you with you time of need. Bye!!!
-- posted by Darkness7
» gothxlovex66 - i cant fucking stop
ive been cutting fo bout 4 years now.an i just cant stop.everytime im mad or sad i pull out a razor an slice my wrists all the hell.shit i cant stop.i want to but i just cant.i mean i kno its better than popping pills an doing pot but yea.i just cant fucking stop no matter how hard i try to i just cant.help!!!!!!!!!!-- posted by gothxlovex66
» gothxlovex66 - Re: ahh...not again : [
In response to ahh...not again : [ posted by ilovemusic:i understnad what your saying.shit i cut for the exact same reason not to long ago.nothings wrong with u its just u really fell for him an cutting is the only way u can relax when u get all sad an stuff.an i do understand you.soo yea.
-- posted by gothxlovex66
» Ineedhelp90 - Re: cutting
My parent's reacted in a kind and loving way. When i told them i was scared, they told me it was okay. They listened to me. They are helping me through it. It's scary. Counseling is an amazing thing. It has helped me SOOOOO incredibly much!! I do think you should get him to a counsler!!!! I think they handle their own hurt by talking to each other about it. They lean off each-other for support.{They also talk to my counsler every once in a while} It's tough, but he and the rest of you're family can get through it. Just remind him that he's not in this alone. I kept telling my counsler "I can't do this, i just can't." and every time i tell him that, he always tell's me "You're right, you can't do this, but we can!!" Be there for him. Even if it's the middle of the night and he wake's up and want's to talk, don't say that you'll talk about it in the morning, give him you're full attention right then and there. I hope that helped some, i'm not very wise, heck, i'm only 15 going through cutting/suicide problems myself!! everything will be okay!-- posted by Ineedhelp90
» darkside10 - cutting... sucks!
In response to cutting... sucks! posted by cocacolalvr123:HEY I AM KAYLA AND I CUT I READ YOU STORY AND I DECIDED TO RESPOND I AM A SOPHOMORE IN EAU CLAIRE WI AND I NEED TO JUST TALK TO PPL SO I FOUND THIS WEBSITE
PLEASE RESPOND
KAYLA
-- posted by darkside10
» ilovemusic - Re: ahh...not again : [
In response to Re: ahh...not again : [ posted by gothxlovex66:Wow hey I haven't logged in for a year its so weird and interesting to read how I was a year ago. I haven't cut since then !!!!! Which has been a year and a day =] for everyone on this site I pray everyday that sometime soon you stop or you get help because it isn't good for you physically and the emotional scars never go away yeah they fade but their wasn't a week that went by I didn't think about how I used to cut and I almost relapsed several times it took so much willpower not to put that razor to my wrist thanks gothlove I'm glad you understand..cause really that's all I wanted the whole time SOMEONE TO UNDERSTAND.
-- posted by ilovemusic
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