Am I the only one...........

» ocdoubter - ocd, drinking, and doubt

Okay, here's my story and I really need to know if there is even one person out there that has anything like this going on. I have OCD and have been on Luvox for the past almost 3 years. So far I have had great success, but my one downfall is my drinking. I don't drink all the time, but when I do I can't stop until I pass out. Here's the problem--the other night I stayed the night with a friend of a friend when I got blitzed. Now I am scard to death that something sexual happened that night that I cannot recall. What I can recall is declining the offer to go any further than kissing this guy and I do remember the kissing...but now I am scared to death that I have blocked something out or slept through it or something. I do know that I still had my pants on when I woke up, but I can't seem to get past this fear. You see I am deathly scared of AIDS and I need to know if anyone may have encountered a problem like this before or if anyone can help!

-- posted by ocdoubter

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