what the hell is left
- crazybud
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to wake up and wanna bitch slap somebody fuckin family to feed dont wanna but i have to make this money the other wont let the one win child hood was so fucked up it should be a sin to know that there is nothin after this why should i lie awake when i could/should be dead days of woundering how to get amnesia im only twenty nine but its to late labled as a drug user didnt need to just piss me off and im high no mother ever ther to comfrt me my dad slaped me to just abuse me help me someone it screams within and the ground wont shake everything needs cleenin know everything has its place but me i always knew i was of the twisted minded but to daze of with thoughts of how to kill some body see the the news and think the killer could of done better or in a nano second have thoughts of 1500 other ways it could be done 24 years later you meet your fucin mom thinks she has powers what the fuck i dont wanna be like that till i relized i was just in the beggining can some body understand me my ex wife took my family all i had was my son i owned courts give him to me for her to steal him from me no help lost the needs in mind now my second son is here but whats he going to grow to find its like i can over power my meds the have nothin drugs are useless its just killin or wastin time and to think this isnt even opening the door my inner within is there but wont come out its like a spielburg novel-- posted by crazybud
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