Suicide methods: an easy way out

» jacksally88 - an easy way out

I have read this entire thread. I looked up "painless suicide methods" on Yahoo's search engine, and it lead me to this site...I clicked on #4. It brought up the post by Firmhand68, dated December 31st, 2005. I read it, and immediatley felt like I'm not going to commit suicide....at least not tonight.

I continued to read all of the posts, and then joined this site, and read some more. I will now come here when I feel suicidal, and maybe even read his post everytime. It helped me. Thank You!

FOR ALL OF YOU WANTING AN EASY WAY TO COMMIT SUICIDE......There is one. I have done it on accident twice, and theres no pain involved. I used to be a Heroin addict. I overdosed twice, and before hand was in heaven. Please feel free to contact me ; I'm on Yahoo Instant Messenger at jacksally88, and the same email..jacksally88@yahoo.com

I have been dealing with severe depression since I was 8 yrs. old. I'm 27 now. I also have anxiety and agoraphobia, which makes me not want to leave my apartment. This makes my depression worse.

My Heroin addiction started when I was 19, and lasted for a bit over a year, then I went to a Methadone clinic to come off the Heroin. I was on Methadone for 3 years, it was even harder to come off of. But I did it for my new girlfriend. Over a year ago I got into a car accident, and was hurt pretty bad. I had to take painkillers again, which lead me straight into rehab. I cleaned up for awhile, but my pain remained. I can't work because of it, I couldn't really do anything. So I got on painkillers again. I'm currently on Methadone, how ironic! I abuse my script all the time.

Being high is the only thing that makes me happy, or even "normal". But, it also makes me suicidal. I have no life. I sit in my apartment everyday doing nothing. I don't care about myself enough to do anything to help myself. My girlfriend feeds me every day, or else I wouldn't eat. We get high twice a week, and this is the only time I can do anything for myself....even shower.

-- posted by jacksally88