Suicidal?: suicide

» crzylolly - suicide

Hi,
My name is Debbie, I have had many thoughts of suicide. But the only thing that stops me is thinking about my children. I know my husband wouldn't care if I died. I have talked to him and I have been to doctors. They put me on Paxil and Zanex, I don't take it because it makes me so sleepy with my meds for my epilepsy. My husband don't want to hear about my problems and I have noone else here to talk to, my family lives in another state and I wouldn't want to burden them. I sit here with my bottle of phenobarb in my pocket because last night if I had them on me I would have killed myself, well I'll keep them with me so if I deceide to kill myself I'm more prepared.

-- posted by crzylolly