Acceptance of Paradox is The Epicenter of Recovery: I have boderline personality, I'm 23 years old.

» sunflowerpumpkin - I have boderline personality, I'm 23 years old.

I have borderline personality, I'm 23 years old. I found out in January 2004. That I have this illness.

It was really nice to see an article like that, I love how A J Mahari, describes the paradox of being borderline. It was nice how she didn't excuse it. For making bad choices.

It really made feel good, to read advise like that.

I came back from a home-coming game were I watched my brother play football. While I was there I found some friends in the bleechers that I had in highschool. While I was talking to them. One of my very good old friends made the comment, don't you wish you could go back to highschool? I said no, not really.

Then she asked why, and I told her it was because I didn't go to any dances. I didn't want to tell her that it was because I was miserable and very alone in highschool.

So after that I left the bleachers and found a place to hide, so I could cry and face my pain.

I enjoyed reading the article because I felt like someone understands, a great deal how I feel. And described it really well, and gave advise. It made me feel really good, when I read it.

-- posted by sunflowerpumpkin