A Long Journey Begins with the First Step - Page 3© Ian Chovil
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Oct 5, 1999
I don't think of myself as a loser anymore, but I'm not having a "normal" life. I still get discouraged but the hospital has definitely lost it's appeal as an ideal residence. A long journey begins with the first step and never ends so I'm trying to enjoy the trip as much as possible. Looking back at all the years lost coming back a short distance makes me realize how short and fleeting a human life is. I wish I could believe in an afterlife. I wish I could just have this life over again. I can't help but feel I wasted the most precious gift of all, my life. My life is improving a little each year but I'm getting increasingly selfish realizing I have no purpose per se, except to enjoy the years ahead as best I can.
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