As easily as my mind chatter can assail me and keep me awake at night, it can also help me to become. I learned that mind chatter can become a "Thought Form" that effects my entire system. Thought forms are like packets of energy at a specific frequency which generate specific effects. Those effects can even extend into my environment and effect other people as well.
None of us desired to be abused, but some of us have taken on the task of discovering the effects of abuse so that we can rise above it. As I have said before, I believe that we have all existed from the beginning of creation, and that we evolve through all aspects of that creation. We all began as atoms, gaining experience through interactions with other atoms. As our experience grew, and as we grasped the significance of that experience, by generating thought forms that were more and more organized and symmetrical, we progressed into elements. This progression continued on through each of the kingdoms all the way to the human kingdom and yet still continues within in the race of men. We, as a race, are in the process of "Becoming".
What we become is determined by the thought forms we surround ourselves with. Those thought forms produce an environment in which we become, physically, mentally and emotionally, what ever those thought forms represent. If my mind chatter is focused in my pain, my anger, or my fear, the thought form generated by such mind chatter will become a medium through which events, circumstances, and conditions will occur that will perpetuate my fear, my anger and my pain. I will be drawn into situations where I can be angry, or afraid. I will probably draw people into my life that will abuse me. I know this is true, because as I look back, as an observer, I have drawn a lot of pain and abuse into my life by my own choice, by my thinking and my actions. But if I have the power to draw unwanted situations, without even knowing I am doing it, then maybe I better learn what I am doing and try to use this power beneficially instead of self-destructively.
When I first read about thought forms, I thought the concept was too abstract, too metaphysical to have any real meaning in my life. I figured that thought forms, if they really existed, pertained the race, or to sub-races. I really didn't think they applied to the individual. Then, as I continued to study my of mind chatter and became aware of how the situations in my
