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Nine Attempts to Clone Jason Nelson: Attempts 1-3 - Page 4© Lewis laCook
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Dec 6, 2001
seemed annoyed at the "scary noise" and flashing screen movement..."
Of course, I mutter back at him. This is perfectly natural. We're mutants,
you and I. Some people never look past the page. As I say this, or think this
(I'm not sure which; Jason's voices dilate, brim the terrace, the Venusian night,
with jagged corners, dense inscribed edges. I feel as if I'm trapped in a whirling,
moving Kandinsky; a Kandinsky rotating upside-down, rightside up, all in time
with my own breath, my own minute motion), more Jason-text slides over our bodies,
warm, enveloping: "Abandon it there jealous/against the corpulent bed of
your thumb." None of this phases Jason. He's still leaning back in his
deck chair, elegantly swan-stemmed glass of merlot cradled in his hands. "Sometimes,
after nights of drinking with friends in local bars, you come home at three
or four in the morning and stumble into the bathroom. After a long release of
fluids, and the sound of a night’s hard work being flushed away, you look in
the mirror." As he speaks, he stretches back to take in the sky; somewhere
out there, both of us know, is that beautiful blue ball we call Earth. He seems
to speak from a certain homesickness. "At first the disheveled interloper
in the metal backed glass is someone you don’t know. You douse your face with
water, try washing the bar stamps off your hand, and look up again. Still the
head and nose and eyes appear strange wobbling back at you with their curious
stare. You strain to recognize the person. You clean the glass with a mildewing
towel from the floor and still struggle to befriend this other invading your
space."
"Perhaps that is the way I feel as a hypermedia poet. After the intoxicating
experience of creating hypermedia works, I am bewildered by my artistic reflection.
Am I, as you ask, a painter? A poet? A sound manipulator? A multimedia tinkerer?"
"Hell if I know." And both of us laugh, straining at last from our
chairs on this interstellar roof in search of more wine.
--to be continued December 21st, here at the Suite--
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