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I am not a hero

© Greg Holbrook

Heres something Greg Holbrook, editor of humor left in my discussion area. Thought I would post ithere for those of you who dont really care for discussions. A new article of mine is in the works, so please be patient. Hope you dont mind me reposting it here Greg. Its something to be shared. Especially after climb that mountain side fighting the brush fire.

I am not a hero

I never asked to be a hero. In fact, I don't want to be. I never want to receive a medal. I never want to be the one that people talk about for years to come. I didn't plan to burn my place in history with an action considered heroic. I have no desire to be in the spotlight. I have no need to be repeatedly patted on the back and celebrated for something I did. I feel no urge to have people call me at home to thank me for doing what others can not or will not do. Too late.

I am a fireman.

I never wanted to give up my personal time on a moment's notice. I never felt the urge to live a life full of worry. I have yet to think "this cant go on, it's too cumbersome for my lifestyle". I've never felt like a hero. I never thought a call to action would be something exhilarating, yet terrifying. I can't imagine letting this go on for another day. I couldn't possibly make it stop tomorrow. In the past, I never imagined I would feel this way today. In the future, I hope I always feel as I do today. I never thought all the time I spend alone at night would be for a good thing.

I am a fireman's wife.

I've never thought about all the time away from home as unnecessary. I don't complain when things run long and I have to stay. I embrace people who used to be strangers as brothers. I don't see being soaking wet and covered with filth as a bad thing. I don't feel like a pillar in the community. I have never given up without trying. One hundred percent is the bare minimum. I have yet to feel like I have done something extraordinary. Sweat is normal. If I work until I pass out, I feel bad for not trying harder. I do not envy those who think what I do is special. They could do it, too.