During my cancer journey I learned many things...today I know they were lessons in life. Before my surgery the doctors told my friends that I only had a 20% chance of surviving, I don't remember being told that at the time. After the surgery I was afraid that I would die from my cancer. Suddenly I realized how precious life was. In my Twelve Step Program I had learned "One Day At A Time", but I don't think I really understood it. Knowing that I may not survive my cancer I finally understood what that meant. I now tried to live each day to the fullest. I gained a new respect and appreciation for life.
In the years that followed I started learning "Life's Lessons". I learned not to hold grudges, to forgive others and to make amends when I was wrong. I learned to talk about my feelings and how to deal with my anger in a healthy way. I stopped taking my health for granted. I stopped taking life for granted. I'm not saying I don't have bad days, because I do. Today I'm just more aware of what I'm feeling and what's going on around me. And I know how to act in most situations.
As I thing back over the last five years of being in remission I realize how having cancer has changed my life. Some hard changes to accept, but also a lot of good changes. This past year has brought about many good changes. Going back to college is one of the best things I've done, and I love school. My diabetes is under control and my health is good. I've been clean and sober for awhile, by the grace of GOD and my Twelve Step Program. And last but definitely not least I love writing my cancer articles for Suite 101. My only hope is that I can and have been of some help to my readers.
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