Suite101

From the 'Antique Square'


© Anna Gruverman

A few summers ago, I was rummaging through piles and piles of old newspapers, almanacs, books in calfskin covers with gold lettering, letters on yellowing paper. The antique store -- known by the unoriginal title of “Antique Square” -- had become my refuge from the heat that had so suddenly settled on Petersburg. As I glanced out of the window, the sky above was no longer its usual vast blue, but a tender, fragile lavender; a veil of night descending upon the city not as a natural phenomenon but as a gift of God, two precious hours when, in the violet twilight, dew would settle on the grass and the sun would cease to glare.

Evening -- it was almost time to go. I had become very friendly with the store keeper, a veteran of the Second World War with one malfunctioning hand, and so I was seated comfortably on the soft carpeted floor, a heap of documents in my lap. Of course, I couldn’t overextend the privileges already granted me. But at the same time, I had no idea as to how I could possibly get out from under the aging paper without destroying it.

I began to gather it into separate stacks -- one for letters, one for diaries, one for books and several for magazines. 1860, 1899, 1910 -- the dates jumped before my eyes.

And then suddenly, I came upon a folder; brown, worn at the edges, tied at the top with soft black string just ready to come apart and spill the contents. On the cover, the lettering read: CNE.

I froze because I wasn’t sure which stack the folder belonged to. Carefully, I untied the string to see if it was, perhaps, a very old newspaper -- these were put in folders sometimes due to an inability to hold themselves together otherwise. But as I peaked in through the top, the bottom gave way and onto the floor slid the most eerie package I might ever see: Just a few crumpled papers and a stamped envelope, a thin notebook, a mother-of-pearl hairpin, and something made of crumpled lace, all tied together by a pink bow. A lock of chestnut hair curled luxuriously on each side of the silk knot that bound it.

To be honest, my first reaction was fear as I had read far too many stories of revolutionary victims, their belongings and their ghosts coming back to claim them. And the hair -- too much like the hair the House of Romanov had been fighting over since around the 1920’s. Too much like a certain box of hair that had been brought from the Urals together with crushed jewelry and a terrifying piece of news: http://www.suite101.com/article.cfm/Russ...

Go To Page: 1 2 3 4


The copyright of the article From the 'Antique Square' in Russia is owned by Anna Gruverman. Permission to republish From the 'Antique Square' in print or online must be granted by the author in writing.

Post this Article to facebook Add this Article to del.icio.us! Digg this Article furl this Article Add this Article to Reddit Add this Article to Technorati Add this Article to Newsvine Add this Article to Windows Live Add this Article to Yahoo Add this Article to StumbleUpon Add this Article to BlinkLists Add this Article to Spurl Add this Article to Google Add this Article to Ask Add this Article to Squidoo


Here's the follow-up discussion on this article: View all related messages

16.   May 29, 2003 8:56 PM
It is a beautifully written article, so moving.
Well done!

Viola Ashford,
British Social History


-- posted by anna_lise


15.   Dec 25, 2002 2:08 PM
In response to message posted by chuckn:

Thanks :) But where would I get it published except here? Somehow I doubt that this is marketab ...


-- posted by Anastasiya03


14.   Dec 22, 2002 10:43 PM
This is one of the best pieces written here at Suite 101. Go get it published somewhere.

-- posted by chuckn


13.   Jun 27, 2002 6:11 PM
In response to message posted by Anastasiya03:

Ana this was absolutely delightful, you drew me towards Cathy like a moth to a flame. What ...

-- posted by thebattwoman


12.   Jun 21, 2002 6:03 PM
I'm glad I've found someone interested! The fact is, we will never know for sure whether any of the Romanov children survived or not. However, I am writing an article on it so check back soon and read ...

-- posted by Anastasiya03





For a complete listing of article comments, questions, and other discussions related to Anna Gruverman's Russia topic, please visit the Discussions page.